Dream - Grendel

I had a very disturbing dream last night

In this dream I found myself making love to a strange man

Only I’m having trouble you see, because he’s old… and dying…

And he smells bad, and I find him repulsive

But then he tells me that everything is erotic, that everything is sexual.

You know what I mean?

He tells me that even old flesh is erotic flesh

That disease is the love of two alien kinds of creatures for each other

That even dying is an act of eroticism

That talking is sexual

That breathing is sexual

That even to physically exist is sexual

And I believe him

And we make love beautifully…