Notwithstanding - Grieved

Still spending time, fighting for temporary peace

To be able to get by and stay alive in this dead end town

Feeling lonesome when I’m with friends

And it makes me think that it’s true

As they say, I’ll never change, I’ll never change

Feeling lonesome when I’m with friends

And it makes me think that it’s true

As they say, I’ll never change

I’ll never change

Golden memories slowly fade as my mind only gets hurt by reliving them

I can’t distinguish now from then

But everyday feels like the end

I’ve ruined it for myself again

And allowed this Hell to stay the same

Self-made self-contempt