DONT TEST ME - Griffin

Chatter in my head

Think it’s Lucifer again

Constantly wishing I had a different life instead

I regret ever believing any word you said

I feel weak, I feel useless, I don’t matter yeah

Constant battles with my demons

They be beating me

Here’s a thought:

They can’t hurt me if I’m fucking dead

I’m truly hurt, truly lost, truly over shit

They won’t miss you till you gone, sad truth but yeah

You t-t-t-told me you’d be here till the very end

Wll I’m at mine, where you at?

You a lying bitch

I fucking blamd myself for the shit you put me through

Manipulated me into feeling sorry for the shit you did

It wasn’t ever really me

You knew what you was doing speaking fake love to me

Told me that I don’t gotta worry, cause you’ll be with me

You took the xans away to be the reason that I take em

And that’s the worst part of it

You wasn’t there when it came down to it

Put the act away or really act on it

What did you gain from all of the bullshit lies and the tales?

I want you to feel lost like I did but you’ll never care