threshold - guardin

What’s it like to be free?

'Cause I don’t feel like I’m me

Puffin' six grams a week

Write some bars, make a beat

Fall asleep and repeat

Fall asleep and repeat

What’s it like to be free?

'Cause my minds tellin' me

That I just gotta leave

Fuckin' stagnant as can be

The sun shines but not on me, know what I mean, ayy

I’ve been just fine in my reclusive mind

And I know if I try I could (Know if I try I could)

Reach for the sky and I wanna just die

But the power inside is just (Power inside is just)

Too fuckin' much

I’ve been tackling everything in my crutch

The devil is waiting for me to give up

And my savior is you, baby, you lift me up

You make me feel like a God

Conquer the world with my squad

Travel abroad and I know that you think its so odd

That the emo kid rantin' is who they applaud

I like the way that you speak when I act like a freak

Get inside of your jeans

Yeah, you hauntin' my dreams

And my conscience stay clear when you lay in my sheets

Imma love you forever, forever we’ll be

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

Hope you know how I feel

'Cause the love is surreal

Baby, you make me feel

Everything that I feel

Giving my life appeal

Now I think that I’m real

I don’t know how to speak

'Cause your lips make me weak

When they land on my cheek

404's how I peak

Make me feel obsolete (Ayy)

Crawl in my brain and just pick at the knots

I am so fucking sick of suicidal thoughts

And the rain is insane, crashing down like these shots

Washed away with the pain and the seven red dots

Smoking some pot, trust I will not

My own worst enemy lies in my cot

I’m just a boy who’s been blockin' his shot

And my mind is an ocean of (Chapters and plots)

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole

You been, you been livin' in a castle (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’ve been, I’ve been actin' like an asshole (Oh, oh)

You been, you been livin' in a castle