Eighteen - Half Hearted

Remember we were eighteen

We thought we had it all figured out

In a world with love all we’d need is us

We’d make it work without a doubt

Well who knew you were fucking crazy

And the worlds a god damn mess

Wish your heart of stone would have opened up

Like you opened up your legs

You knew the words to make me hate me

So do your worst I’ll let you break me

I’ve tried I can’t let it go

I’m a slave to the anguish and forced just to live with the pain that I’ll

never know

If I gave it a shot would a life still been lost in the wake?

Didn’t know didn’t know how bad you needed me

I couldn’t handle the fall I wasn’t listening

Could have been could have been the drug I know you need

Instead I thought of myself just like you’d expect from me

Now that you fucking hate me

Because I slept with my favorite ex

I can break apart from the battle scars that you left inside my head

Well who knew she would go and OD

And I would be a wreck?

Had a change or heart

Now her open arms

Are being buried in an X

You don’t get it you just don’t get it

The smoother it tastes, the bigger mistake you let in

You don’t get it you just don’t get it

You’re running away but you don’t know where you’re headed

You know you don’t get it

So sweet you can’t let it in

I know you need to escape

So sweet you can’t let it

Didn’t know didn’t know how bad you needed me

I couldn’t handle the fall I wasn’t listening

Could have been could have been the drug I know you need

Instead I thought of myself just like you’d expect from me

Remember sex outside?

We didn’t even hide it

Pretending they would find us

Was half the fun

No no couldn’t wait till night

We never wanted to

I always wanted you

We didn’t call it love we knew it was enough

You thought I was the one

I thought that it was lust

Didn’t know didn’t know how bad you needed me

I couldn’t handle the fall I wasn’t listening

Could have been could have been the drug I know you need

Instead I thought of myself just like you’d expect from me