Recovery - Handguns

Finally the sun is shining

So bright it’s almost blinding

Hope you know that I’m doing fine

I’m no longer losing my mind

This past year just got so crazy

My focus got a little hazy

Feeling alright for the first time in the longest time

Oh it’s not that fun

Hiding from everyone

What else could I do

I had everything to lose

Don’t let the weight just bury you

I’m the one to blame

For why I felt that way

Standing in the pouring rain

Friends scattered across the country

Let me know I’m in good company

From the south to the Golden State

And everywhere in between

And oh I should have known

That I was never alone

Woah, woah

Woah, woah

They say, my whole life is like

Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun

But I won’t turn around and run

No I won’t, no I won’t

They say, my whole life is like

Staring down the barrel of a loaded gun

But I won’t turn around and run

I’m the one to blame