Poisoned Antidote - Have Nots

I know it gets f*cking exhausting just tallying the costs

And counting all the change you get on the one free hand

That’s not holding that gun to your head

Wake up with an order to stand down from somewhere above

And try to figure out why it is you hate to be loved

And what you wanna be if you grow up…

Resignations that you learn by rote

Like oh so slowly cutting your own throat

When you can no longer tell the poison from the antidote

Is it all just self made sabotage

Shoot straight up in the air, stand and await the barrage

Is this for real or just another mirage

Wrenching away in this three chord garage?

Everybody gets just one, for some they come to fast

And all thats left is a tape, a hollow voice from the past

History you can’t teach in a class

A misery blitz then a click and a blast…

Resignations that you learn by rote

Like oh so slowly cutting your own throat

When you can no longer tell the poison from the antidote

A revolution burned note by note and in return you learn who’s the turncoat

When you can no longer tell the poison from the antidote

Floater in the wreckage but you don’t have to be

Pick a direction start to paddle or stay lost at sea

Flounder in the shallows so aimlessly

Or you can take a breath and plunge into the darkest deep

Yeah only one thing in this world that’s gonna save your life

Staring back from the mirror every day and night

The only one who’ll understand your plight

The only one who’ll be there if you ever get it right…