Happy Again - HAVENS

I’ve been stepped on, one to many times before

Now there’s a guard up that we can’t ignore

I can’t fuel a fire that doesn’t burn anymore

I’m sick to my stomach, consumed by the pain

What will it take for panic to find peace and fade away?

For now it’s apparent; it’s made a home in my head

It’s here to stay

Leaving me broken man in disarray

I don’t want to be, I don’t want to be

I don’t want to be who I’ve been lately

I mean that wholeheartedly

Steady these hands;

Help me understand what it means to be happy

I just want to be happy again

Broken like a record, I haven’t been feeling myself

Will I be put back together

Or casted aside to collect dust on a shelf?

I guess only time will tell

I don’t want to be, I don’t want to be

I don’t want to be who I’ve been lately

I mean that wholeheartedly

Steady these hands;

Help me understand what it means to be happy

I just want to be happy again

I don’t, I don’t want to be who I’ve been lately

Steady these hands; help me understand

I just want to be happy again

I just want to be happy again