Ruse - Hold Close

I’m still craving all the thoughts inside your mind

You’re always screaming

I understand you don’t want me in your life

But I’m on the edge with all of this

Now I’m caving in and I can’t progress

So tell me again, is this what you wanted?

Is it ever enough?

We go back and forth, playing this game without trust

And all I know is this constant distance

It’s not you I see through

You said I’m never enough

But I’m still caving in

Does it bring you pleasure knowing that I’m never coming back?

You emptied me and I’m tearing at the seams

And you’ll never understand

And you’ll never understand

Is it ever enough?

We go back and forth, playing this game without trust

And all I know is this constant distance

It’s not you I see through

You said I’m never enough

But I’m still caving in

But I’m still caving in

But I’m still caving in

While I’ve been drifting away

You’ve been back home finding somewhere else to stay

If only my words, they held any weight

If only my words, they held any weight