Growing Pains - Household

I can’t go back to what it was

In simpler times, this could be written off as foolishness

But I believe in calling and I know what we’re doing

How I scream — how I sing

This progression and the questions that it brings

I never asked for this

It can be good for us

If I’m honest I don’t know why I’m not healed

Cry out for fixing — stuck with mixed feelings

What does that mean?

First of all, my head is fully clued in

Secondly, I know this is different

Basically, instead of leaving, I’m changing

Bereaving, yes maybe

Believe me, these words still mean so much to me

I may have I let you down

I’m hoping to come across the same

Or is that feeling gone with this sound?

Every note is a blessing

Never to be taken for granted

You see, whatever the reason, this is a new season

A new start