Chalk and Coal - Iamthemorning

So,

I am led to the choice,

How many hours and hours will I sacrifice

To find out this was all a lie?

I have never been fine…

Of all the incurable suffering

They only offer

Some pills that would make me sick

No, not again,

Not again,

Not again

I’m living inside my head

I’m living inside this hell

You’re not getting anywhere like that

You’re not getting anywhere like that

You’re not getting anywhere like that

You’re not getting anywhere like that

You’re not getting anywhere like that

Mess,

My name’s emptiness

And I’m turning bitter and sour

With each passing hour,

Until nothing’s left of me

But though, you see,

I’m not meant to be.

I know, this disease

Will not set me at ease,

I am rotten inside, I’m not pure

No,

Not again,

Not again,

Not again

You’re not getting anywhere like that…