sweetest demon - iann dior

Okay, I’m feeling insane, tryna' put the pieces together\nBut my brain don’t work that way\nI left you so selfishly\nKnowing I was wrong, oh\nToday, I found the words, the ones you never heard\nThe ones that I should have said, but then I never did\nWaiting for the day, dragging you along\nKnowing I was wrong, should have never took this long\nYou were the sweetest demon I could ever love\nI did those things, so did you, and they were wrong\nToxic in every way, I know it got rough\nStaring at the left side of my bed, and you’re gone\nSo, I’m writing this song\nAlways found myself getting higher\nDating every problem, coming down to the wire\nWhy am I like this? It’s hurtin', but I’m trying to hide it\nI can’t explain, so these pills I’ve been trying\nFeed them all away, acting like it’ll be okay\nBut in the back of my mind, I know it’s all a lie\nAnd this road I’ve been taking, only end with goodbyes\nSo, I’m saying goodbye\nYou were the sweetest demon I could ever love\nI did those things, so did you, and they were wrong\nToxic in every way, I know it got rough\nStaring at the left side of my bed, and you’re gone\nSo, I’m writing this song\nLife has never felt so good, with or without you\nI’m right here facing another one, easing my mind, my mind\nNo longer crying out for help, after all that I have felt\nI’m better dealing with this alone\nAlways found myself getting higher\nDating every problem, coming down to the wire\nWhy am I like this? It’s hurtin', but I’m trying to hide it\nI can’t explain, so these pills I’ve been trying\nFeed them all away, acting like it’ll be okay\nBut in the back of my mind, I know it’s all a lie\nAnd this road I’ve been taking, only end with goodbyes\nSo, I’m saying goodbye\nYou were the sweetest demon I could ever love\nI did those things, so did you, and they were wrong\nToxic in every way, I know it got rough\nStaring at the left side of my bed, and you’re gone\nSo, I’m writing this song