Am I Here - Ilios

Have I failed you

Have I been wrong

Have I been holding onto what is lost

Trial you come again at me I have been

waiting here for this and I’m defiant till the end

And I

Have never been whole like you

When I can’t feel

And I can’t see anything

Inside I’m trapped in this empty shell

There is no time to fear what I have done

This is my chance and I am ready to go

Do you remember how they felt

How they use to find a way to love

But

From the moment you embraced me

You’ve been Lying through your teeth

All along you’ve been holding me down

And I won’t listen

And I

Have never been whole like you

When I can’t feel

And I can’t see anything

Inside I’m trapped in this empty shell

There is no time to fear what I have done

This is my chance and I am ready to go

I’m sick of the hate

I’m sick of this pain

No, wait

I’m sick of you

And I

Have never been whole like you

When I can’t feel

(when i can’t feel anything at all)

And I can’t see anything

Inside I’m trapped in this empty shell

There is no time to fear what I have done

This is my chance and I am ready to go