New Beginnings - ill-esha

Fading completely just whispers in my ear

Nothing is left of this shell

Hurricanes blown right through me

Now the sky is clear

Ready to introduce myself

I’m the girl that was, lonely just because

So tell me how to draw the writing on the wall

You know I’m no good at this

Just paint it all away

All of my shades of grey

Clear the air so I can exist

Pulling back slowly and peeling off the shame

This fear I’m second guessing

All this breaking down, all these tears I’ve shed

Oh if I’d only known

These scars would count for blessings

(Tell me how to draw)

Hold me down and take my turn

(The writing on the wall)

Hold me down and take my turn

You know I’m no good at this