Lost - INFIDELIX

The voices are inside my head they’re telling me that everything’s not perfect

Sometimes when I am in my bed I shut my eyes and tell me I’m not worth it

I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, but right now I don’t think that I deserve

this

I feel like I am here for good, but right now I feel like I don’t have purpose

I don’t even know now

I don’t even care

What is this that’s happening to me?

Got all I ever wanted

But I’m getting scared

Somebody please wake me from my dreams

I look around and I have seen the people stare and laugh at me I notice

But I keep on just doing me and hope one day finally that they’ll notice

I try my best to hide the pain but all that does is make me lose my focus

But I’m just trying to maintain that gun has pressed against my brain and loaded

I dont even know now

I dont even care

What is this that’s happening to me

Got all I ever wanted

But I’m getting scared

Somebody please wake me from my dreams

Somebody please wake me from my dreams (2x)