At Least Understand - It Prevails

I only hope you understand the invigoration that has filled me within these

past coming years

I have felt more than any other living being on this earth, I was born with a resentment only few can understand

But to capture everything I"m yearning for within this moment, is a feat most

men can"t comprehend within their lifetime

I have fallen from grace in your eyes

Only to ache, from the will to return to the place in your heart

I know I"ve captivated something in you, after all these years

If you can"t see, at least understand

I don"t believe that I have ever seen your eyes look so tired

In my mind, it"s better if we both take time apart and fix ourselves

If I decide to reunite with an old friend, or make amends, or just pretend to be alright with who you are, well I"m not