Beautiful Pain - Jam in the Van, Keaton Simons

Why’s it gotta be so hard, why’s it gotta be this way

It’s like I’m being torn apart, all this beautiful pain

I know you wanna be with me, but you gotta go to him

Freedom isn’t really free, you sink before you learn to swim

And I shudder in my sleep, I can hardly close my eyes

Then I wake up in a dream, free now from a life of compromise

Well you never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on You never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on Don’t be afraid of looking back, no, everybody has a past

Now you got my heart racing in just a few dates and I wanna be patient so This doesn’t fade away

If you’re gonna save a life, maybe it should be your own

Cause baby we don’t have much time, before we go stumbling home

And I know that we just met, but what I never understood

How can something be that bad, when it feels this good

And I shudder in my sleep, I can hardly close my eyes

Then I wake up in a dream, free now from a life of compromise

Oh you never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on You never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on Don’t be afraid of looking back, no, everybody has a past

Now you got my heart racing in just a few dates and I wanna be patient so This doesn’t fade away

No so this doesn’t fade away

No so this doesn’t fade away

Well you never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on You never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on You never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on You never lost but you never won, cause you never fought and you never

Moved on Don’t be afraid of looking back, no, everybody has a past

Now you got my heart racing in just a few dates and I wanna be patient so This doesn’t fade

You got my heart racing in just a few dates, I wanna be patient so this

Doesn’t fade away

Why’s it gotta be so hard, why’s it gotta be this way

It’s like I’m being torn apart, all this beautiful pain