I'm Not Okay - Jill Andrews

And how would I ever know

If I never tried

If I never tried to love you

It’s easy to blame myself

For wanting something else

For wanting something else

Dreams start to fade away

Become another day

And then another day

Goes by

Can’t seem to watch it past

Was never good at that

Was never good at that

Was I?

I’m not Ok

With just leaving

Or holding back my words

Until I need them

I’m not OK

With just leaving

I love you too much

Thought I was above

I guess I really wasn’t

I guess I really wasn’t

A kiss is meant to fade

And feelings go away

Feelings go away

I’m not OK

With just leaving

Or holding back my words

Until I need them

I’m not OK

With just leaving

I love you too much

I’m not OK

With just leaving

Holding back my words

Until I need them

I’m not OK

With just leaving

I love you too much

How would I ever know

If I never try

If I never tried?