pretender - Johan Lenox

I’m a pretender

Yeah, I’m just a pretender

I stay up on the fashion

I just want that attention

You think that I’m friendly

I just hate feeling tension

I’m just tryna be smashin'

But it don’t even matter

Cause I’m a pretender

Yeah, I’m just a pretender

I stay up on the fashion

I just want that attention

You think that I’m friendly

I just hate feeling tension

I’m just tryna be smashin'

But it don’t even matter

Saying that I love you just to get with you

Acting like I got my shit together

Acting like I miss you 'cause I’m lonely

It ain’t about you, that’s just my own shit

Fake a smile, get me through the weekend

No one really knowin' what I’m feeling

Smoke a bowl and I don’t even like it

Keep 'em comfortable and stay invited

Touching myself 'til you touch me

Can’t love myself 'til you love me

Ain’t no one fuck with the real me

You feel me?

I’m a pretender

Yeah, I’m just a pretender

I stay up on the fashion

I just want that attention

You think that I’m friendly

I just hate feeling tension

I’m just tryna be smashin'

But it don’t even matter

Chill at home, pretend I had the best night

Bailed on people I still wanna invite

Telling both my friends I’m with the other

Shit don’t make no sense, why do I bother?

I’m a pretender

Yeah, I’m just a pretender

I stay up on the fashion

I just want that attention

You think that I’m friendly

I just hate feeling tension

I’m just tryna be smashin'

But it don’t even matter

Cause I’m a pretender