Witchsickness - Johanna Warren

Unbind my hands

Can’t remember where I laid my plans

Syphilitic shadows crowd the bar and drown me out

Everybody’s lining up to tell me what I’m all about

It’s a lot of weight to try to bear on your own

It’s a lot of pain to hold when you don’t have a home

I try to scrape the silver linings off of every cloud

But everything I touch just turns to lead and pulls me down

Maybe I was you in another life

I still have the maps of your mind

Maybe it’s time to surrender and release

What I thought was mine

Unmake my vows

This was a mistake, I’m breaking down and I want out

I wasn’t ready for this path, its power or its pain

But I know I will never be what I once was again

It’s a lot of light to try to bear on your own

And there’s a lot of sleepless nights you just stay awake shaking all alone

But all my supernatural symptoms seem to fade away

The second I remember I am the God to which I pray

Maybe I am

Everything I thought I needed from you

Maybe it’s time to surrender and release

What I thought I knew

And I wanted to fail

But I tried

There’s a lot of valid reasons I should want you dead

But I will do my very best to worship you instead

You destroy me perfectly, my enemy, my friend

I know exactly how all this will end, I just don’t know when