Party with My Pain - Johnossi

She’s lump, she’s lump, she ain’t got it

She’s talking about regrets and I can’t see them

Can’t seem to follow through, what I had promised

I stumble upon regrets, me too, so instead…

I party with my pain

When you don’t seem to come around

With fluids in my brain

We seem to get along just fine

I party with my pain

She’s drunk, comes home in the morning

I wonder where she’s been, and I can feel it’s burning in my chest

(No kiss), no smile for nothing

I’m longing for the time when I turn off and…

Party with my pain

I got fluids in my brain

You don’t seem to come around

Fuckin up with strangers in strange towns

But you should know I never wanted to be in this ocean

Of not knowing what you will do

Hold it down, this foggy notion

Or take away all my skills

I crumble in my pain

When you don’t seem to come around

A stamp, a letter, a mailbox, a hello and goodbye

Don’t try to turn this into something good

There ain’t no good about it

Do you dance under the stars?

While I go out and…

Party with my pain

I got fluids in my brain

You don’t seem to come around

Fucking up with strangers in strange towns

You should know I never wanted to be in this ocean

Of not knowing what you will do

Hold it down, this foggy notion

Or take away all my skills

I party with my pain

You don’t seem to come around