Anxiety - Jpaulished

I look the devil in the face

In the morning

Everyday when I brush my teeth

I’m like

Bitch you want it?

Inner demons always

Hauntin' me

Tauntin me

I googled this shit

And they say it’s called anxiety

I might

Just die any minute

Hope and praying

That the sky is the limit

Cause i’ll find my wings

Start flying

Buck wild like a pigeon

With the message

Through the presence

Of the vision

Isn’t it

Funny?

How we just keep on working for the money

Through the days

When the days working us for nothing

Someting’s

Gotta change

Caught up in the vicious cycle

Spinning like the ball

On a dunk from Michael

Straight 10 from the judges

Outside i’m looking great

On the inside i’m holding grudges

Wait

Think I

Need to

Change places

Feeling jaded

Real impatient

Mom

I gotta make it

(ohh)

It’s been too long

Sleepin on the futon

Tryna put the crew on

And get my mom a crib

I dropped outta school

Even though I had a scholarship

Was getting caught up in the mix

Of the fake life

Everybody going there

Wants to live the great life

Not knowing there stake knife

Creepin on em day night

It’s called that fucking student debt

Thinking that if you invest

All your daddys money in it

You’ll be set

Blind eyeing every threat

But that’s not really how it goes

I mean it could

If that’s the case

You’ll love the fucking life you chose

And if it don’t

You’ll drowning in the water slow

Waiting for the boat

That’s never coming

Reaching for the rope

I’m feeling sorry for ya’ll

Really am

And if you hating

I don’t give a damn

Don’t ever judge the man

That’s keeps working

Through the adversity

That is me

Tryna be the better person

But ya’ll beating me down

With ya drumsticks

What if I make it?

Wouldn’t that be some shit?

After all your fuckin

Wack ass assumptions

You the type of bitches

That be 4th down punting

Not me

Imma take the shot

Trap me in

And i’ll break the box

You’ll never shake the plot

I gotta dream

And i’m headed for it

I’m on the run

Like the end of forest

I need the bread enormous

So much

Imma need storage

I want peace

But I go to war with

Any

Body…