New Soundtrack - Jpaulished

Yeah

This my life

This my life in its current state

It’s the battle

We gon' keep fightin'

I been kicked down so many times

I think it’s time to get up

I done had my heart broken

But still, tryna find love

People laughin' at my dreams

But I don’t notice it much

It’s just me myself and me

They finally noticin' us

And I’m back up in the race wit' the blinders on

Rollin' on my plane but the pilot gone

Problems always pilin' on

I say fuck it let 'em flow through

Just so they can notice what I go through

Livin' through my socials

All they see is happy

They don’t see the pain

They don’t see monotony where every day the same

They don’t see the chains 'round my heart and my brain

They just wanna see you on the charts with the fame

But it ain’t that

Road is gettin' rocky no A$AP

All I got’s my dream and imma chase that

Do it 'til my hair turnin' grey-black

I’m workin' hard

I ain’t gonna lay back

I ain’t satisfied 'til the crib lookin' like Great Gats'

Serve it like I’m Shake Shack

That the way I do it

Feet never planted but somehow I always grew it

They never thought I’d make it

But somehow I always knew it

Always took some chances

But you know I often blew it

So let’s journey on

Feel like Bron Bron puttin' the jersey on

I swear to god that nothings gonna hurt me, mom

Yea

I swear to god that nothings gonna hurt me mom

I made it this far

I don’t plan on turnin' back

You lost trust wit' me

You ain’t gonna earn it back

I met a girl that I thought was the one

Then when things got hard

She decided to run

Back to where she was from

And my heart was in love

But my brain was like fuck it

Man, enough is enough

There’s a million other girls

You gon' find someone for you

Don’t waste your time with someone that’s unloyal

Things was special

I can’t even doubt it

I lost you

But, I think I got myself back

Feelings always for you

I can’t even help that

I wished you the best

And I really hope you felt that

I gotta close the door

Adiós I’m out that

New chapter, new book, and new soundtrack

Yea

This that twenty-twenty give and go

Pass it to myself

Two dribbles now I’m getting close

Yea

I don’t wanna stop it

Only way I’m crash and burnin'

Is a Kamikaze

Hold my own fate

'Til I walk the stairs and seein' those gates

Tryna make a killin' be a closed case

Free and livin' OJ

Freer than the old days

Travel 'round the world and see the whole place

I ain’t missin' no states

Grand Canyon to Miami Beach

Tryna make it from the fuckin' basement to a grammy speech

Yea

I hope that’s when the people relate

I just give you every part of me

Defeat and great

I’m just tryna fuckin' eat but they be sayin' some grace

That’s just teachin' me patience

No more 'round the room pacin'

Bettin' all my money on this but I lose it like Vegas

Happen on every occasion

I can’t take a vacation

Cause I want this shit soon

Just a kid going crazy

Born in middle of June

I just know they gon' pay me

From rap and rhythm and blues

All this comin' from my pain that I deliver to you

Yeah

All this comin' from my pain that I deliver to you

Yeah

Just know life gon' have its ups and downs

Some good, some bad

But no matter how bad it gets

Just remember

We gon' make it