Shadow of Myself - JT Music

This sickness I’m afflicted with has got my brain decaying

Addicted to it’s wickedness, this dangerous game I’m playing

I know my God has damned me, my fate remains unmolded

Guess it runs in the family, my sense of self;

corroded

Rage and hatred, untethered, heads and appendages severed

I can’t be saved by confession, endure this torture forever

This aimless anger will fester and pain will make me remember

I’m on the edge of life and death and I ain’t gettin' better

Lungs filled up with sweat and mud

Unclean, diseased, body wet with blood

When it comes to carnage, I can’t get enough

Ever since mom and dad force fed me some

Way past saving, can’t be helped

Just a shadow of myself

Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me)

Make me evil, feed me Hell

I’m a shadow of myself!

Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me)

Hold your holy Bibles tight, you’re sinking in this swamp

There’s no key to your survival, that’s a door that’s locked

Dissected head to toe, you’ll be opened up

The only friend you’ll get to know is a loaded gun

My blackened blood is boilin', I feel my fear no more

The scent of dead flesh spoilin', have I become a corpse?

Spiders climb up my spine, feel their venom in my veins

This torment is divine, the reaper, I’ll embrace

When I’m made a God, I will take a bow

Evil forged a bond, she won’t break her vows

Now, you know the price, gotta pay it now

If you have a life, time to lay it down

Heed not the voice of reason, it only tells you lies

Obey your sins and demons then see through evil’s eyes

Way past saving, can’t be helped

Just a shadow of myself

Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me)

Make me evil, feed me hell

I’m a shadow of myself!

Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me)

Blood is in the air, my tongue can taste the gore

Smell it on my breath, the flavor I’ve been craving for

What’s the matter, what’s happenin'?

I’ve been served up a platter of pathogens

Trapped within a macabre massacre by a family of sadistic savages

Ain’t seen a chainsaw yet but I will by the end, I’ll bet

I can sense the presence of evil settled deep in this residence

I’ve already been through shit

And still haven’t seen how bad it gets

Crashin' their party, bash in their heads

Pick up a weapon and splatter the rest

This violence has me laughin', after makin' a massive mess

I guess, I’m past the point of saving, I’d rather end up dead!

Give in to your temptation, transcend mortality

Why let yourself be bound by mortal morality!

Way past saving, can’t be helped

Just a shadow of myself

Feel your darkness cascade over me (Cast it over me)

Make me evil, feed me hell

I’m a shadow of myself!

Swallow my soul, take control of me (Takin' over me)

Take control of me, evil molded me