An Abundance of Strawberries - Julia Brown

I don’t want to miss you

But I already do

For all I know

It’s already in you

Every day spent on the couch

Law & Order SVU

It’s true, it’s TruTV

For all I know it’s in me

I know sometimes I can’t leave my bed

I know I’ve sung it again and again

I’ve tried to make a deal with God

It kills me when I can’t make you feel loved

She wants to die by

An abundance of strawberries

Though we don’t talk anymore

That stuck with me all these years apart

And when I want to die, I think about

An abundance of strawberries

I will lie down and sleep

In strawberries, strawberries

I know I haven’t lived so well

I’ve tried to own up to it now

I just want to make a deal with God

I just want a better life for my mom