Sweet Lulaby - K.A.A.N.

I feel like I’m lost and I’m searching

My quest is find a purpose

But I know that nothing last forever, the end is for certain

They tell me to take it easy, they tell me to take my time

But if you only knew what’s on my motherfuckin' mind

Feeling like I’m stuck in the past, I’m not trying to get left behind

Going down this past, I’m feeling lost, I’m feeling blind

I been looking for directions but I still can’t find the signs

A slave to irrationality, living day to day nigga actually

Running in circles, running in place

Going nowhere fast, praying I don’t crash

Feeling like I’m in this shit alone but it’s me against myself

Too much on my mind, overworked, underpaid, overstressed

Suffer from this pride, a disease, someone please come and help

Wasting too much time overthinking every step

Picking apart my every move, analyzing my decisions

Realizing life is passing by, I’m not in this existence

But the only thing I know is nigga I’ma stay consistent

I’m inside a mental prison forcing me to keep my distance

Your mental health is your wealth, I can’t afford the malnutrition

I’m stuck in my ways, I’m stubborn, I fight this shit with resistance

Even though I know this fucking life can end in an instant

To change your mentality, shit that only takes a minute or a moment

But it all depends on how bad that you want it, now don’t it, huh

in the grand scheme

Praying that some peace of mind pour outta this canteen

Nothing worse than existing tryna revive a dead dream

Feeling like I’m in this shit alone but it’s me against myself

Too much on my mind, overworked, underpaid, overstressed

Suffer from this pride, a disease, someone please come and help

Wasting too much time overthinking every step