Jamestown -

These drunken nights are starting to bore me

I’m turned off every time you ignore me

Your constant lies are becoming too much to take and this high school drama

does nothing for me

All I wanted was your honesty

But you couldn’t just be honest with me

So I’m moving on from this mistake

You fade away with every breath I take

I’m sick of trying to fix what I can’t change

And I feel sick when I hear your name

Another day

Another bottle

Another way to drown your sorrows

Can’t imagine what its like to live a life so numb

So devoid of all emotion

Look at what you’ve become

You’re a shell, a shell of what you once were

Can’t look me in the eyes and give me a straight answer

Now I’m down on my knees

Can’t figure out how you feel

And I’m begging you please

Just tell me this is for real

So I’m moving on from this mistake

You fade away with every breath I take

I’m sick of trying to fix what I can’t change

And I feel sick when I hear your name

I’m letting go of the idea of spending my life with you

You were never in love and I was never enough

Now I’m making room inside for someone deserving

For years I had tried not to share any space

Thought that part of me had died with no will to fight

Now I’m feeling revived

I hope this never goes away