Losing Control -

So it seems that this apparently

Will finally be the death of me.

Should’ve seen that this was something

Couldn’t leave, it was part of me.

If you keep on pushing me, I think it’s going to break.

Just do what you always do and I’ll try to recreate.

But now I’m left with a choice to make, no regrets for the ones I take.

Somehow, I must separate, don’t forget, learn from my mistakes.

I am watching myself slowly descend.

I can’t believe it’s happening again.

You would think that I would know by now.

Suffering, but I won’t let it show.

On the brink of losing all control.

Wouldn’t think that you could take my soul.

If you keep on pushing me, I think it’s going to break.

Just do what you always do and I’ll try to recreate.

But now I’m left with a choice to make, no regrets for the ones I take.

Somehow, I will separate, don’t forget, learn from my mistakes.

I am watching myself slowly descend.

I can’t believe it’s happening again.

To me, what have I done to deserve this shit

I will go 'till I can’t take

Further, I go under, Losing all control.

You will learn to forgive and forget the things that I have done to me.

Further, I go under, Losing all control.

All alone I, become my own and begin this journey

To find what’s deep in, deep inside myself.

I am watching myself slowly descend.

I can’t believe it’s happening again.

To me, what have I done to deserve this shit

I will go 'till I can’t take no more

I will not be controlled by this hurt, because

Because of you, I have become this way.