First Time - Last Day Before Holiday

Everyone’s around me But I don’t seem to care

The world surrounds me It’s all I want to stare

Thoughts are running

In circles in my head

What I need know

Is to catch my breath

My heart is beating in my chest

Don’t you see it’s beating faster

We may try but with no success

Our lives are already written somewhere

This time I won’t repeat myself

You’d better leave me free to make sense

Out of my life, going nowhere

Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone

Where I can live

A life away from all the things I’ve done

You know I cared for you

But there’s no time for such regrets

I’ll be there alone with me For the first time in my life

Sun is blinding, I’ll walk on all the same

The wind is forcing me to turn my head aside

My heart is beating in my chest

Don’t you see it’s beating faster

We may try but with no success

Our lives are already written somewhere

This time I won’t repeat myself

You’d better leave me free to make sense

Out of my life, going nowhere

Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone

Where I can live

A life away from all the things I’ve done

You know I cared for you

But there’s no time for such regrets

I’ll be there alone with me For the first time in my life

What I’ve become will be my only blame if I’m happy with myself

And with all of these pages written with you

Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone

Where I can live

A life away from all the things I’ve done

Don’t try to find me Before you’re here I’m sure I’ll be far gone

Where I can live

A life away from all the things I’ve done

You know I cared for you

But there’s no time for such regrets

I’ll be there alone with me For the first time in my life

There’s no reason to feel all of this shame

Be yourself is still your right