Sentenced to Live - Lasting Traces

What should I say, I’m ending up the

third decade finding myself between

hell and heaven.

I’m disillusioned and

I’ll never know if the fear of aging leaves.

It won’t let me go.

I’m heavenly blessed with a strong peace of mind,

but this can’t be everything, this can’t be it all.

Is

there something waiting for me on the other side?

When the curtain falls, I will leave

the stage and accept my fate.

I ‘ll

bring it to an end.

When the curtain

falls, I will charge myself and plead

guilty.

I am sentenced to live.

I have to listen to myself and my desires.

Everything I love so much must be the driving

force behind my actions and the fight against my

doubts.

Keeping my composure is what it’s all about.

I’m heavenly blessed with a strong peace of mind,

but this can’t be everything, this can’t be it all.

Is

there something waiting for me on the other side?

When the curtain falls, I will leave

the stage and accept my fate.

I ‘ll

bring it to an end.

When the curtain

falls, I will charge myself and plead

guilty.

I am sentenced to live.

After all that happened, everything

just seems so clear.

So I realize

that I have to face my greatest fears.