Flashback -

Always despise myself for all the lies

How could I ever do that to you?

Do that to you

So tell me now do you feel no pain?

I feel like I’m drowning in anxiety

Can’t sleep can’t eat

I have to focus just to breathe

Flashback to the day it all started

Would you ever believe we’d tear each other apart?

I can’t stand to look back at that time

Or who I am in your eyes

It breaks me down into exactly who

I don’t wanna be

Yea you were right I was dying ugly

And pulling you under with me

So years later will you act like this

Like it never happened like I never existed

If letting go is what you want me to do

Show me how to move on

Teach me to be like you

So tell me now do you feel now pain?

Fast forward to the day it all ended I was poison to you

Believe me I got the message

I can’t stand to look back at that time

Or who I am in your eyes

It breaks me down into exactly who

I don’t wanna be

Yea you were right I was dying ugly

And pulling you under with me

So years later will you act like this

Like it never happened like I never existed

If letting go is what you want me to do

Show me how to move on

Teach me to be like you

You kept your word

You stood your ground

Though I am lost

I’m more than thankful you’ve been found

Stop the cycle

Kill all of my lies

Tell me to burn down my disguise

Don’t gotta tell me twice

Always despise myself for all the lies

How could I ever do that to you?

Do that to you

So years later will you act like this

Like it never happened like I never existed

If letting go is what you want me to do

Show me how to move on

Teach me to be like you