Blunt Force Trauma - Loch Vostok

Goodbye to freedom

the time has come, I could feel it coming

incarceration

lock me up and throw away the key

Enjoy the existance

you never know how long it lasts

envy the «normal»

longing for conformity, and what i’m not

I saw the truth, inside

I can’t believe it’s me

I saw myself, from beyond

sttanding outside of me

my bloodstained hands, so dirty

I can’t believe it’s me

i saw the truth, inside

Goodbye to society

what I have done, ha brought me to my knees

hello to concrete walls

of concrete truth and concrete laws

Enjoy my anger

feel it bubble up and burst

envy the «normal»

I know I cannot be a part

of what they have

Inside of me rages a war of insanity

I do not know how to feel total tranquility

but I am alive

feelings i had may now be dead but I used to know

know how to love for the right reasons, not to control

now I am emotionally dead

Welcome into my mind

those of you who like to poke in there

now slice my cerebral cortex

to try and find a clue

I once hear a hard blow

to the frontal lobe

could cause emotional

disturbances in my head

A blunt force trauma

a loveless father’s way

pointing directions

of the map of death

I saw the truth, inside

I can’t believe it’s me

I saw myself, from beyond

sttanding outside of me

my bloodstained hands, so dirty

I can’t believe it’s me

i saw the truth, inside