Waltz of Lillian - Lost In Grey

Carnival of fallen and despaired

All the forgotten doomed to set sail

Innocence was lost so greed prevailed

Easy to get lost since truth is frail

Such a waste

all efforts made in vain

and nothing’s built to last

Such disgrace

to twist and turn and change

and now the die is cast

Could not believe, nor foresee

you would go drown in the Grey

Tired of lying

Constant fighting

The infection is the neglection

Rain kept falling

Once walked, now crawling

I remember our surrender

Made us shadows and ghosts

No one could save our souls

No one could save our souls

No one could save our souls

Made us shadows and ghosts

No one could save our souls

What did you see

and what did you know?

What made you retreat

abandon it all?

Such fury and anger only few understand

but one cannot be saved

unless one grabs a helping hand

It seems hope was all gone

Tired of lying

Constant fighting

The neglection in our reflection

Rain kept falling

Once walked, now crawling

I remember our surrender

Playing the game, then change the rules

Gaining a fortune on fraud

Kill your darlings, change the tunes

— but do not wait for applause

Make mistakes and pay the dues

Go ahead — try to become God

How can one learn to know oneself

before learning how to fall?