December - Lydia

So it was four or five of everything, as you are no good

I saw it through the frame and through my face

Covering my eyes, because we are nothing

And never quite the same from a black and white summer

With photographs that showed our rails and razorblades

I think it cured my pain, again

Promise you will go down my neck

Just like those pills and your cigarette

So as my fingers curl

I move my lips just so you won’t have to

Dammit, you’re clever girl

Your style is keeping us from sleep

It’s one more and I’m free

Oh we’ve been so lucky

Yeah we’ve been so likely to lose

So give in (let's give in)

It’s all suicide if I hide

Because you are everywhere I look and in my skin

I taste your neck and lips just from breathing in

Let’s call it off kid

But through the window you reach for the cold

But the door is so much closer

And the sun has sold itself to the land

And all over my skin.

No!

No!

Stop it, stop him

So what, so what, we all were afraid

(So what, so what, we all were afraid)

So what, so what, we all were afraid

(So what, so what, we all were afraid)

So what, so what, we all were afraid

(So what, so what, we all were afraid)

So what, so what, we all

(So what, so what, we all were afraid)

So this I swear I know, it’s not the chemicals

You are off my mind I finally got away (away)

You said it’s such a life to remember

So come on, and we’ll sleep away

December

December

December

I finally saw it’s face

It was you

Bringing your white company

Oh, bringing the night so it seemed

(And we will never sleep again)

So as you walk through the door

And yell I’m never coming back here

It’s over we are still nothing