Pushing The Angels Astray - Machinista

I’ve been thinking a lot about death lately

Is it fear of dying, nostalgia is dead?

I’m cleaning out my head

All these relations and things I´ve done

I will lay them to rest and start again

From square number one

All I’m trying to do

I’m pushing the angels astray

I’m just not ready yet

Is there any hope for me?

I’m standing frozen in the hallway

My face in the mirror staring at me

It won’t leave my mind

I wish I only could be high

I wish I could fly away like the bird

Or like the angels i´m pushing away

'Cos I’m pushing the angels

'Cos I’m pushing the angels

Keeping my faith to myself lately

Is it fear of losing or dying?

I push my angels astray