Blessed Cursed - Malefice

no more can i take this false pretense

searching for the answers

but then it wasn’t supposed to be

we are torching bridges of the return

you will regret for the rest of yours

i will see this f*cking through

you have ruined everything i have ever lived for

these lights that guide us are truly d*mning

with greed and hatred

my innocence is gone

sinking into the sheets

this is what i need or so i thought

adrenaline is rushing so fast through my veins

i am lifting off the ground

my vision blurs my mind goes blank

this night is filled with promise

the smell of pleasure fills the air

this is a f*cking disaster

so much crawling your motionless

the way i am blessed by cursed

i see nothing but a coward that has no tyrants

you live in your own world of make believe