I Really Loved Harold - Melanie

They told me when I was little

I’d go to heaven, if I was good

Now I’m a long way from little

'Cause I tried to find heaven, 'cause I thought that I could

I thought that I could

And I thought I loved Harold and I really loved John

I really loved Alphy and I almost loved Tom

I loved them so easy and I loved them so free

So I don’t think that heaven will wanna love me

Hallo, song of the willow

The dreams under my pillow turned to tears that I cried

Beauty and love are our riddle

Never to answer but always to try

And boy, did I try?

I tried with Harold and I tried with John

I tried with Alphy and almost with Tom

I left myself open for the whole world to see

Now the world is the heaven that won’t accept me

I said goodbye to Harold and goodbye to John

Goodbye to Alphy and goodbye to Tom

'Cause I loved them so easy and I loved them so free

So I don’t think that heaven will wanna love me

Oh say, can you see, by the dawn’s early light

No light will shine me?