Different - Merkules

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

I’ve been feeling, yeah, I’ve been feeling, yeah

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

Got the windows rolled down

When I’m drifting through the rain

Lately I’ve been dealing with this pain

So burn a blunt down till I feel like it’s okay

Heart racing, I can’t take it, Im' trippin'

So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different

They can say what they want, hate if they want

Back in days couldn’t pay for the bus

Now I’m thankful enough to get paid for this stuff

I pick up a bag everyday of the month

But this anxiety is still in me

And I can’t lie to you it’s trippy

See the flashing syrens out to get me

And I cannot hide cause I’m guilty

Wanna run yelling fuck your life

Trying to break free but it cuffs too tight

I need caffeine, I’ve been up all night

I’m in love with the risk so I walk on ice

I’ve been drinkin' liquor right outta my chalice

Now it’s half empty and I might lose balance

And it’s kinda ironic cause I can’t stand it

So I’ma get this money and the night might vanish

I got 'em wondering why I seem so selfish

I’ve seen it too many times, so I can’t help it.

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

I’ve been feeling, yeah, I’ve been feeling, yeah

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

I’ve been feeling different nowadays

Got the windows rolled down

When I’m drifting through the rain

Lately I’ve been dealing with this pain

So burn a blunt down till I feel like it’s okay

Heart racing, I can’t take it, Im' trippin'

So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different

I got these bad habits and I can’t graft them

Went from mom’s Honda to a black Phantom

All these unwanted enemies I have it at em

'Cause I can’t understand them like bad grammar

If they re upset then its mission accomplished

Im way too busy i ain’t with all the nonsense

I drop hits all year in the process

Now the mirror is as clear as my conscience

But its almost like a blessing and a curse

Cuz they want me on their team

But won’t mention what im worth

If they’re still sleeping on me

Then they better get alert

If they say the wrong thing

It could get anybody hurt, huh

I dont know what they expected, expected

But sometimes being quiet sends a message, a message

Lately I’ve been feelin' different, different

So you should probably mind your fucking business, business