Live This - Merkules, Evil Ebenezer

My bank account full and my rent got paid, so I’mma be okay

Used to have to borrow money to fill up that tank

I used to have bad days but it changed up, now we on the road…

I’m sorry, mama but I never make the honor road

Back then all this seemed impossible, I shot a share from the chief,

feelin' constable, bang

Then the weed got louder and the haters went quiet

They don’t stand to our face, now these rappers stay silent

I been eatin' all these rappers, I’ve been on a strict diet

So I smoke away the pain now, I can’t think much longer

All these rappers went soft and my music went hard and my dreams got stronger

I remember bein' broke, we ain’t ever had a pot to piss in

We ain’t ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest

And I remember bein' poor…

We had to kick the door right off the hinges

We ain’t gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality

I swear we really live this

I remember stayin' up all night, starin' at the ceilin'

Dreamin' about this rap life, it’s all I ever needed

Lost it all for a minute, tho… tryna get it back again

Blowin' trees is an antidote, always been my only friend

Look what you started, I’m cold and I’m heartless

Aimin' at targets, hangin' with partners, conditions and charges

I’m tired of losses, I’m drownin' in vodka

So fuck all your gossip, you bitches are toxic, you makin' me nauseaous

Get of my back, you not holdin' me hostage

You can not stop this, I’m back on my bashes

Ghhhaaaa

I remember bein' broke, we ain’t ever had a pot to piss in

We ain’t ever had no hope, everyday I lost more interest

And I remember bein' poor…

We had to kick the door right off the hinges

We ain’t gotta worry no more, turned a dream to reality

I swear we really live this

I’m just gon' stay high up here (High up here)

I can’t control all your fears (All your fears)

All I can do is be me (I'mma be me)

So either you ride it or nor peace

I used to make no decisions on my own, I was stuck within this system

I was feelin' like a clone, you can find me in a whip, I’m tryna feelin' up a

smoke

Yeah, they say that they can do it… but the difference, they don’t

It feels good not givin' a fuck, ya all not livin' like us, I bet you still on

a bus

They tryna callin' on me but now my middle finger is up

I roll a blunt up every morning and I’m fillin' my cup

Yeeahh

I live the life of a rock star

My mind’s brighter than the lights on a cop car

Now I’m with the legends every night like I’m Narwhal

Everyday I’m on a new flight, let’s get on board

Me and Evil, we been down from the junk

This is SDK, the whole was up, got a heater and the glovy with a pound in the

trunk

If you fuckin' with us then you found in the slump

Got not time for that fake shit, I just can’t take it

So love me or hate me, I’m losin' my patience

I’m losin' my patience, so love me or hate me

This life is what you make it…