Inside My Head - Merkules

I been getting lost inside my head

Staring at the ceiling while I lie in bed

I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead

I guess I never really know where I’ll wind up next

I been getting lost inside my head

Staring at the ceiling while I lie in bed

I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead

I guess I never really know where I’ll wind up next

So I’ll keep partying and drinking

Hardly even thinking

And that probably is the reason I’m like this

Yeah, I’ll keep partying and drinking

Hardly even thinking

And that probably is the reason I’m like this, yeah

At the end of the day, does it really matter

I been smoking this weed, I been getting hammered

Last night was a movie, it was cinematic

You wanna be on my level, you should get a letter

We’re in a different bracket, I don’t think you grasp it

I been living lavish, but I’m still a savage

I been tripping bad and it’s a disadvantage

But I promise you I don’t take a thing for granted

Let’s bring it back to when I didn’t have shit

Just a little ass kid tryna hit a

Tip it back, lick it, then I’m feeling half pissed

And I’d walk through the door and I’d get my ass kicked

Those were good times and I cherish those

I didn’t give a fuck if I was very broke

We used to my parents home

And then we’d crawl out the window like here we go again

I been getting lost inside my head

Staring at the ceiling while I lie in bed

I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead

I guess I never really know where I’ll wind up next

I been getting lost inside my head

Staring at the ceiling while I lie in bed

I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead

I guess I never really know where I’ll wind up next

So I’ll keep partying and drinking

Hardly even thinking

And that probably is the reason I’m like this

Yeah, I’ll keep partying and drinking

Hardly even thinking

And that probably is the reason I’m like this, like this

I been lost in my head, felt the darkness within

Got nobody to trust like I lost all my friends

It’s been hard to admit so I harbor my sins

I been talking to myself with a bottle of gin

Might fuck around and drink the whole thing in one sitting

And I’ll throw a fucking party alone, yeah

I know they hate me 'cause they see I keep on winning

And they know I got here all on my own, yeah

You try to teach them the dos and the don’ts

Then all of a sudden you’re in a room all alone

You get used and abused and

So you blame it on yourself 'cause you shoulda known

And that’s just how it goes when you’re selfless

They need help so you help, you can’t help it

They hate and turn fake 'cause they jealous

And they’ll still try to say you were selfish

I been getting lost inside my head

Staring at the ceiling while I lie in bed

I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead

I guess I never really know where I’ll wind up next

I been getting lost inside my head

Staring at the ceiling while I lie in bed

I hate when I hear the truth, tell me lies instead

I guess I never really know where I’ll wind up next