Depression is a Liar - Mr. J. Medeiros

I guess I’m overjoyed

It never mattered to me

I guess I’m just a boy

It never mattered to me

Cus when your out of reach and out of touch

I know this much

It’s easier to bare

Depression is a liar

When its pressed against your will

The pressure of it kills any desire

To believe and aspire

Then it leaves you admiring the still

Eyeing from the sill

Exiled from societies mills

Sits a child you can’t fill with anxiety pills

A smile

A file full of therapy

A mile for a man with his hands full of family

I guess there’s more to life

It never mattered to me

You know I’m sure right

It never mattered to me

Cus when your out of reach and out of touch

I know this much

It’s easier to bare

And the deceiver is here

Feel the grieving the teeth

Cleaving any reason to tare

Breathing the heat in a season of fear

Got you beat as a snare dreaming of air

Feet leaving you there

Either belief or despair

Beneath your aware

When it speaks feel the temperature peak in your ear

Its all fair or its warfare

Hidden in the walls bare

The children who call more then yall hear

I guess I know

I need to know

I need to punch a hole here

And you can peel it back

And you can kick it in

And scream at the world within

Is it easier to bare

So we build a new frame from the flesh we’ve grown

And fill our view with the things we’ve left alone

The games over

Pained shoulders

Aimed sober

Came the owner of the blame

And tamed that lame soldier

Had it out with my nemesis

Found what my premise is

Hung it like a cross for reference

Yes this is

The isolated break the ice awaiting

Turn the eye awakened to the burning of the lie

The mind elated

The hopelessness

The helplessness

Say they help us live

It’s never easier to bare