I Fear - My Shameful

All the time I wasted

Hasting from one to another

Never seeing, what was laid before me

Now time has slipped away from my hands

And here I stand, at the end of time

And see, there is nothing I would not regret in

My shameful, shameful life

For a moment I do despair for there is no going back

I cannot mend the deed I did not do

I can’t undo all the harm I’ve caused

Save these words of mine

And see the horror I face each day

Like sand, time slips away from me

And there is no gate to close, nothing will stop it

Hold on to me

I don’t want it to end like this

Hold my hand for a while

Keep me warm, till night passes by

I feel it all begin to chance

My body betray me, it turns to earth

Oh, how I would like to rest

But I… I fear the darkness…