Muscle Memory - Natania

I’ve been doing great

Living gold days

Working on reconstructing

Put a lot on my plate

Right out the gate

So I don’t start self-destructing

My idle mind is like your plaything

This vicious cycle isn’t breaking

I got all these new friends

We go out on the weekends

Bought those Doctor Martens

I sublet my apartment

But I’m still hit with muscle memory

When it’s quarter to three

My hands remember reaching for you

It’s my co-dependency, my muscle memory

My heart remembers beating for you

When I was stressed I call you to vent

Now it’s just overwhelming

Still write those texts, just don’t press send

Stupid and it isn’t helping

I’m a lost cause in the making

This vicious cycle isn’t breaking

I got all these new friends

We go out on the weekends

Bought those Doctor Martens

I sublet my apartment

But I’m still hit with muscle memory

When it’s quarter to three

My hands remember reaching for you

It’s my co-dependency, my muscle memory

My heart remembers beating for you

I got all these new friends

We go out on the weekends

But I’m still hit, hit

But I’m still hit, hit

I got all these new friends

We go out on the weekends

But I’m still hit, hit

But I’m still hit, hit