Numb - NILUM

Bitten by the snake, just a body no soul

The price that you pay when you lose the control

Now take the bones off my plate and serve me with your blood

With every thought in my head, I seem to dim out the light

I never thought it was real but now it looks so alive

It’s been chasing me up, I’ve got nowhere to hide

I keep on feelin' like they’re always by my side

I keep on seein' it in the middle of the night

Dreaming about it time after time

Yeah, I’ve been feelin' so

Numb

Wish I would stop thinking about all the things I’ve done

Screaming in my head I’m on my own, nowhere else to run

I can’t wake up, I can’t wake up no more

I can’t go back to who I was before

I’m closing up, just trynna be ignored

Lock myself up feelin' so numb

Yo, yo y’all know gotta pay the price for the plateau

Bloody bathing like the Bathory at the chateau, so

Listen to me carefully that’s not what you might see

Got the devil eyes lookin' around surrounding me

There’s a pyramid

Climb it 3 plus 3

The more steps you trynna take

The triple it will be

Yeah, listen, listen be careful with what y’all wishin'

We got hopes and so much to vision

But they got a rifle full with ammunition

Gold barrel an apparel special edition

Safety off sight at the ambition

Trigger pulled now my thoughts bleedin' red silk

Tired of feeling guilt, cut by the sword I’ve built

From the blade to the hilt

Purified in holy water, wouldn’t clean it from the filth

This a motherfucker horror, watch the slaughter

I’m bellow the ground level

Playing cards with the devil

I keep on feelin' like they’re always by my side

I keep on seein' it in the middle of the night

Dreaming about it time after time

Yeah, I’ve been feelin' so

Numb

Wish I would stop thinking about all the things I’ve done

Screaming in my head I’m on my own, nowhere else to run

I can’t wake up, I can’t wake up no more

I can’t go back to who I was before

I’m closing up, just trynna be ignored

Lock myself up feelin' so numb

I’m feeling so numb