"Life" - $NOT

I don’t wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don’t feel fine

I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I’m not okay

You can feel the pain in my heart, bro

Cryin' in the bed like tonight

People asking me if they can come ride aside

I don’t wanna die tonight

If you fuck with me, then you might die tonight

Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside

Man, I hate this life, I can’t live this shit (Uh-uh)

No bad bitch overseas when I’m into the black mist

Yeah, money brings me happiness but I’m still sad as shit (Yuh)

And I don’t know what it feel but I don’t think I could exist (Uh-uh)

In a world full of hate mixed with all of loneliness (Uh-uh)

So point that gun to my head, and watch my soul leave the skin

And people askin' me if I’m okay, doin' fine (I'm okay)

I’m okay with dyin' in the field than a peaceful place (Yuh)

What I mean I don’t see my self optimistic in a dream (Uh-uh)

Baby girl, this is not paradise, it’s just not what it seems

Okay, okay, I get it, you can’t see what I just seen

Baby girl, I need to lean but not the one inside a cup

Double up with the styrofoam, bitch, stop callin' up my phone

He might have to do right, but I’ma end up doin' wrong

Okay, there’s six million ways to die, choose one

And I don’t think livin' on this earth is one of 'em (Ayy)

I don’t wanna talk to nobody 'cause I don’t feel fine

I just wanna chill by myself 'cause I’m not okay

You can feel the pain in my heart, bro

Cryin' in the bed like tonight

People asking me if they can come ride aside

I don’t wanna die tonight

If you fuck with me, then you might die tonight

Come up in this bitch, cause a homicide, so get inside