Nasciturus - Obscure Sphinx

So warm here in this flesh

Is this my home, mother?

One formless thing, nothing

Growing to be a disturbance

The silence was my greatest friend

No more, no more

So safe in here in this flesh

Is this my home?

Why… You try to tear me away

Scrape out, erase, remove

Would be better if you go to sleep

It’ll only hurt for a moment

The beat of life squashed by cruel existence

Feeling almost like a fucking God

Quick before the heart starts beating

Quick before the neurons merge

I sacrifice my own blood

I sacrifice my own blood for better tomorrow

Mother, tell me is this my

It’s so dark here, no place to hide

I beg you mom, don’t leave me now

What if God looks here

And finds out what you’ve done

Decision stained with blood

Forever a thorn on soul and heart

Decision stained with blood

Forever a thorn on soul and heart

Decision stained with blood

Forever a thorn on soul and heart

Decision stained with blood

Forever a thorn on soul and heart

Becoming a God