Bug - Onoma

I think I have a little bug inside my head.

It comes like many times before, it makes me sad.

Me and my bug we’re so attached,

but I don’t know how long it’ll last.

He is my friend, I love my friend.

I know it well, so when it comes I am prepared

His wish is my command, I wish that some day it will end

There were times it was gone, I felt I was my own god

Till it came and then again, I wasn’t free

I can not tell, if it is me, inside my head

A virus that controls the engine and it turns into

a stormy weather, fog and clouds that blocks my view

When it comes every once in a while

It shuts my lightened eyes and cracks my smile

I fight the sickness that disturbs my peace

I shout my silence out

A parasite that brings me down

I wonder how long I could fight it

I… I thought it was a part of me

I can not tell, if it is me, inside my head

A virus that controls the engine and it turns into

A stormy weather, fog and clouds that block my view

Oh, my little bug, it makes me feel like I’m someone else

I’m starting to believe I’m someone else

And all these things that only makes me feel worse

I sacrifice myself for someone else that I think is me

WHY?

I SACRIFICED MY HAPPYNESS FOR SOMEONE ELSE I THOUGHT IS ME

Maybe it’s just me

It’s just me