Feel Me - Onyx

Just to let you know this is recorded 9/11/2001

The day the World Trade Center blows up

Shit is real, son.

Shit hit home, kid, word up

Uh, yeah, hope you can feel this

Hope you can feel me

So much pain inside

Hope you can hear me

I’m cryin' through my heart

When I first heard the track it made me cry

Brought tears to my eyes and I don’t even know why

My life ain’t nothing but anger and pain

Tatoos on the back of my arm should explain

Blood, sweat and tears, ten years in the game

So many times all alone with the gat to my brain

It’s Me Against the World nigga, I feel the same nigga

I’m Ready to Die too BIG, I feel the same

I’m America’s nightmare — young, black and rich

Man, I’m paranoid, make me wanna clap my bitch

A hundred miles an hour, wanna rap my whip

Asking God «Shit, where we going after this?»

I’ma thug, a thug til heart be stop

Til they pick me off the street nigga, murdered a shot

My wars, my words, the only thing that I got

And I live by the gun and I die by the Glock

Sixteen shots, fuck that I’m takin' them all

I’d rather die on my feet then live and crawl

My gun got powers like the 48 Lords

The «Ghetto Superstar» die see my face on the wall

And don’t forget me

Hope you can feel me

So much pain inside

Hope you can hear me

I’m cryin' through my heart

Growin' up in Brooklyn, times was rough cuz

Poor as we was it couldn’t get no tougher

On my ave.

most of us was not blood

But as kids we shared that block love

But that faded, when my brother’s got arrested

They thugged on the block to hard, we was ejected

To the creator: was it you that made moms pick Queens?

So her baby son could race the world, when he created things?

Why her elders always heard the sounds of sirens?

Plus they ignored the divine guidance

Why was the time I was born 9/16?

Turn it upside down it’s the same thing

Why do I have a M-16, and the 9?

Will I have to go out, blazing one at a time?

When you took moms baby carriage, in the early stage

Was he too ill for this world, and you made a mistake?

Did he come back as me, to do something great?

To keep the fam strong and straight, help my brother’s escape?

And have baby sis and us, living on an estate

Do it big or die tryin', is that my fate?

Hope you can feel me

So much pain inside

Hope you can hear me

I’m cryin' through my heart

Who really cares, what the world think about me?

If I die right now, is you comin' with me?

When I’m broke, who the hell got money for me?

Can’t even trust half the team runnin' with me

I only know three people that’d kill for me

Break the 6th commandment, make blood spill for me

Life and death the only thing that’s real for me

Cuz I was born into the world with a guilty plea

Now shit hit the fan, is you ridin' with me?

When the whole world watchin', All Eyez on Me

Swear on a stack of Bibles, testify for me

Look the judge dead in the face and lie for me

If I go to prison, who gon do my time for me?

Start the revolution, get the chair, fry with me

Go out in a blaze of glory, guns to the sky with me

I’m all alone in this world, all I got is me

Hope you can feel me

So much pain inside

Hope you can hear me

I’m cryin' through my heart

Hope you can feel me

So much pain inside

Hope you can hear me

I’m cryin' through my heart

Hope you can feel me

So much pain inside

Hope you can hear me

I’m cryin' through my heart