Existential Disconnect - Organectomy

Twisting wires

Contorted metal

Pulse with power

God machine

Cranial alterations

Complex self-surgery

No writhing as scalpels incise living tissue

No tremors befall me as I slice nerve from limb

Inserting steel cable beneath my ligaments

To hold me down in place for the operation

Metal and meat becoming one

Now I can’t scream, my mouth sealed shut

The machine bleeds power

Its design is made to completely atomize

Organic non-manmade 3D matter

And collide it with its anti-particulate

In hopes to convert me into pure energy

Metal and meat becoming one

Now I can’t scream, my mouth sealed shut

No writhing as scalpels incise living tissue

No tremors befall me as I slice nerve from limb

I have since come to understand that the answer eluded me because it required a

lesser mind, or perhaps a mind less bound by the parameters of perfection