Heavy -

do you think about me at night?

when the sky is losing light

I swear my head fills up with memories every time

are you moving on with your life?

did you find a job you like?

I always thought you could do anything

and I've been running over all the things that I will never say to you

like how I just wanna hang with you

and watch grand designs

I’ve been trying to train my mind to put you in another category

but it’s still not coming naturally

after all this time

tell me

why this has to be

so heavy

‘cause I really thought that we’d be cool

some exception to the rule

but honestly

I think it has to be this heavy

I wish your mum and I could be friends

I think about her now and then

how we drove up to her house

I'll never see that dog again

guess I needed a minute

to live a life without you in it

but you’re in every stripy t-shirt that I own

oh I've been running over all the things that I will never say to you

like how I just wanna sing with you

as we’re walking home

and I’ve been kissing different faces just to make it a reality

I did it for the therapy

but I felt alone

tell me

why this has to be

so heavy

‘cause I really thought that we’d be cool

some exception to the rule

but honestly

I think it has to be this heavy

do you think about

do you think about, think about

do you think about

do you think about it too?